I think it's time for a new journal, just 'cause.. I've had this for 5 years!

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Sie sind schön

It kind of boggles my mind that I'm only 20. I feel 28. It feels as if I've lived on earth for 28 years. And I feel as if I'm running out of time and I start panicking......... but then I remember I have ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD. So might as well live it up. I really love life.

Happy Independence Kosovo!!

The laaaaaaast thing I want to do right now is my school work. I really really really don't want to. But I really have a lot of things to do.

And I want a bicycle so hard. Life would be so much better... being able to just go, not having to wait for muni, exercise, helping the environment...

When I get paid this Wednesday, I'm going to get this one:

The days have been beautiful, like this song.

I love this so much!!!!!!!!



It makes my heart swell.

Today I woke up from a very intense dream that left me gasping for breath. Then I started to cry, and I fell back asleep.

As I was going to work, I kept thinking about the things I said yesterday, and started to hate myself. But then I caught myself hating on myself and I told myself not to think that way. Then I started getting a little cocky and bought myself $80 worth of clothes that I did not need all in the 15 minutes I had before my shift started.

TODAY was so beautiful. My ensemble was breezy and carefree and I loved that I didn't have to wear a bulky coat. I felt great. Because it was so beautiful, everything was just fantastic and work was lovely. Everyone was in such a lovely mood, I love that.

Then I went to the gym and FELT EVEN BETTER.

Super tuesday, super tuesday. Has got me pulling my hair out. But the Bay Area has got it down, they know what's up! C'mon now...

I had quite the outlandish dream that involved me taking trips to North Korea and Germany. I would spend 3 days in North Korea and two weeks in Germany. I get to North Korea and spend a day there where I run into Sara, a friend of mine. So me and Sara have this grand old time in North Korea where we ate and shopped and discussed how North Korea was a nice vacation spot, and not so bad. At the end of that day, Sara says she's been in Korea for a week already and wants to go home. So we fucking fly back to San Francisco and I was going to fly back the next day. But then we get stuck in this large, enclosed grassy field with a bunch of people we know and EXTREMELY HUGE NEWSPAPERS start falling from the sky, attempting to crush us. Now, these newspapers were inanely gigantic, the size of houses, and they just kept falling from the sky. Then I remembered how I didn't request off work and they expect me to go in the next week, but I was going back to North Korea.

Then I woke up.
I woke up really confused.

Doyle mcmanus: both of your health insurance proposals would cost billions of dollars in new spending, and both of you have proposed raising taxes on a lot of Americans to pay for that and for other proposals. Well, now, you know what's going to happen this fall in the general election campaign: The Republicans are going to call you tax-and-spend liberal Democrats, and that's a charge that's been effective in the past. How are you going to counter that charge?

OBAMA: Well, first of all, I don't think the Republicans are going to be in a real strong position to argue fiscal responsibility when they've added 4 or $5 trillion worth of national debt. *LAUGHTER ENSUES*

touche, goddamn.

I really don't know what could be better...